When I first met you I could tell there was some thing more
A sense of peace in your uncaring charm.
We stayed friends quiet a long time.
Not knowing what was to come.

Just be honest with me, I can take it
There's no need to lie, you never felt it
We had our fun. you're done with me.
You went back to what you knew. Which is misery.

You opened up to me and told me things you didn't say to others
I thought you cared for me.
We had our moment of bliss, a moment of clarity.
But it was just the sign of the end.


At first I felt like I did wrong by you.
But sure enough your true colors showed.
Never seen such a deep shade of red.



-After saying i wasn't going to write "these songs" anymore. but I had An Ex (well A few of them, try and contact me and go through the "I'm sorry for being a Cunt" I guess so they can Sleep at ease. I really hate to be a hopeless Romantic but I have to be. This day and age There's no hope for us. I've known Heartbreak for much longer Than love (from a relationship) I'd say I need help, but I don't I have a pen and paper... That's all I need.


this is the last song I write for the new Album next year will be our year.

The space between your heart and mine is the space we'll fill with time.

I wish I was...


I love this tour and I love my friends. Only 10 more shows to go... so far, they've been some of the most exciting shows we've ever played. 5... 6 years in? I love it.

Can't lie... I can't wait to spend the holidays with my family. I'm really anxious to see what's coming next. After this year. After we spend a month at home... meeting the yearly quota of "normal" time. I don't even care to be off the job anymore. I enjoy the work. As if I can even be called work. I like the distraction. Otherwise I find all this extra time to kill, sitting around on my ass watching the internet. The internet is boring.

I want to get out there and do something. Every day. Even if it's sleeping in. Anything except for sitting in front of a 13" screen. Some people have 17" screens now... hooray for them? So, if you're sitting there reading me. Stop. I'm boring. Go check out something fun.

Hayley